WWW Wednesday October 5th, 2016

WWW Wednesday is a weekly meme hosted by Sam @ Taking on a World of Words. So for this week, I haven’t had that much time reading. Well, I’ve mostly been reading my required chapters for school, but that’s it. Midterms are coming up soon and I’ve started my study guides for class. Once midterms are over, then I’ll try to get back on track with my reading.

The Three Ws are:

What are you currently reading?
What did you recently finish reading?
What do you think you’ll read next?

What are you currently reading?

Falling Kingdoms: I have not advanced whatsoever. I’m not dropping the book. It would be too soon for that.

Crooked Kingdom: I’ve read five chapters and loving it!!! I’ve stayed away from spoilers. Thank the Lord. Ahaha.

What did you recently finish reading?

i'm not your manic pixie dream girl

Possibly the cheesiest book that I’ve ever read, and it became such a guilty pleasure besides how stereotypical it was.

What do you think you’ll read next?



Top Ten Tuesday: All About The Villains

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This week’s topic is All About The Villains. Here is my top ten list of villains that I have found to be terrifying!!

  1. Adolf Hitler (Wolf By Wolf) – He plays a crucial role in Wolf by Wolf, the main protagonist is set to kill him at all costs. Come on, this guy is evil in the fictional world and in real life. That’s why he’s my number one.
  2. Lord Voldemort (Harry Potter Series) – He Who Should Not Be Named. He’s responsible for many atrocities in the Wizarding World. He’s absolutely terrifying. He would have been my number one if I had not read Wolf by Wolf.
  3. Dolores Umbridge (Harry Potter Series) – Someone who I never, ever wan to encounter. She’s terrible. Absolutely dreadful.
  4. Queen Levana (Lunar Chronicles) – She’s the evil queen that does not have any redeeming qualities to her.
  5. The Darkling (The Grisha Trilogy) – Problematic favorite. He’s evil, but you sort of fall for him more than the main love interest.
  6. Marshall D. Teach/Blackbeard (One Piece)– I find Blackbeard to be horrifying. He’s one of the most interesting villains in One Piece. I found him scary and after what he did to Ace…well, you can see why he’s on my list.
  7. John Hobbes (The Diviners) –  Serial ghost killer? No thanks.
  8. Everyone (Lychee Light Club) – Just read it and you’ll see.
  9.  The Commandment (An Ember In The Ashes) – She was very spiteful. She’s one scary person.
  10. Light (Death Note) – Light owns the Death Note. He can write your name and you’re dead. Gone. Finished. He has all the powers in his hands. Yeah, he’s a guy that I wouldn’t mess with.

I’m Not Your Manic Pixie Dream Girl by Gretchen McNeil

i'm not your manic pixie dream girlAuthor: Gretchen McNeil

Genre: Contemporary, Romance, Young Adult

Links: Amazon | Goodreads

Goodreads Synopsis: Beatrice Maria Estrella Giovannini has life all figured out. She’s starting senior year at the top of her class, she’s a shoo-in for a scholarship to M.I.T., and she’s got a new boyfriend she’s crazy about. The only problem: All through high school Bea and her best friends Spencer and Gabe have been the targets of horrific bullying.

So Bea uses her math skills to come up with The Formula, a 100% mathematically-guaranteed path to social happiness in high school. Now Gabe is on his way to becoming Student Body President, and Spencer is finally getting his art noticed. But when her boyfriend dumps her for Toile, the quirky new girl at school, Bea realizes it’s time to use The Formula for herself. She’ll be reinvented as the eccentric and lovable Trixie—a quintessential manic pixie dream girl—in order to win her boyfriend back and beat new-girl Toile at her own game.

Unfortunately, being a manic pixie dream girl isn’t all it’s cracked up to be, and “Trixie” is causing unexpected consequences for her friends. As The Formula begins to break down, can Bea find a way to reclaim her true identity, and fix everything she’s messed up? Or will the casualties of her manic pixie experiment go far deeper than she could possibly imagine?

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Imagine the movie you really like right, and it gets a sequel that no one asked for, but the sequel is sort of good. I’m Not Your Manic Pixie Dream Girl by Gretchen McNeil felt like that to me. It’s a standalone, contemporary, young adult novel that was released earlier this month.

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According to Urban Dictionary, a manic pixie dream girl is:

A Manic Pixie Dream Girl or MPDG, is a term coined by film critic Nathan Rabin after seeing Elizabethtown. It refers to “that bubbly, shallow cinematic creature that exists solely in the fevered imaginations of sensitive writer-directors to teach broodingly soulful young men to embrace life and its infinite mysteries and adventures.” A pretty, outgoing, whacky female romantic lead whose sole purpose is to help broody male characters lighten up and enjoy their lives.

Guys, I really didn’t know how to feel bout this book. Let’s start with the cover art. Not my favorite, and yeah, I judged the book by the cover. My sister looked at the book and said it looks bad. She didn’t read the synopsis. Anyways, I decided to read it. Honestly, this book is extremely cheesy…to the max. Like an extremely cheesy version of a Disney Channel Movie. (Not bashing on Disney Channel Movies, I actually like watching them.) As for my reading experience, oddly enough I couldn’t put this book down. It became a guilty pleasure despite how stereotypical it was.

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Beatrice is known as the “math girl” in her school. She has a passion for math and hopes to win the scholarship to MIT. She and her group of friends aren’t popular.  There’s Gabriel who is the ambitious, “nerdy” journalist friend, who happens to be hated by jocks because his article fired the football coach. There’s also Spencer who is sarcastic, moody, and an artist. It’s obvious that he is in love with Beatrice but the girl is oblivious. She starts dating Jesse who constantly drops hints that she should be more outgoing and try to more social. I thought he was somewhat sweet, but I still didn’t trust him.  Beatrice hopes for a better senior year. Unfortunately, she and her friends are still being bullied by the most stereotypical jock bullies who are irrelevant.

Beatrice the genius she is, comes up with a wild idea that will guarantee popularity for her friends and stop the bullying. Beatrice applies math to solve her situation. She knows numbers like there’s not tomorrow. The formula is useful for Beatrice because she decides to use it as an experiment in order to win the scholarship for MIT.


Only she and Gabe are thrilled about applying the formula for instant popularity, while Spencer is against the idea. Long story short, all three friends apply Beatrice’s math formula. Gabe, who is gay by the way, becomes the most stereotypical version of himself by being super flamboyant, and Spencer doesn’t do much to his image besides advertise his art to people. Beatrice becomes a stereotypical version of herself by offering free tutoring to the popular folks, but she’s the only one that does not become popular.

Remember Jesse? Beatrice’s boyfriend. There’s a new girl in school that is a manic pixie dream girl. Her name is Toile Jefferies, and she steals Jesse away from Beatrice. Beatrice applies the same formula to herself and becomes a manic pixie dream girl, who ends up being Toile’s rival.


Alright, so I summed up pretty much what happens during the first half of the story. Beatrice becomes Trixie who becomes one of the most popular girls at school. Beatrice becomes confident and far more outgoing in her Trixie persona. Everything seems to be going great for her and her friends, but what Beatrice did not expect her formula to fail her. Spencer is the voice of reason throughout this whole ordeal. He constantly reminds Beatrice that what she’s doing is foolish. He was a jerk, but the boy was being honest. He didn’t want to “change”, but did it to support Beatrice.

What ends up happening is that Beatrice becomes obsessed and competitive towards Toile. Girl literally forgets that the reason she changed her persona was to win her boyfriend back. Although Trixie is popular among the students, she almost loses her friends in the process by constantly hurting them even though she feels she’s doing the right thing. I called the ending and I didn’t stumble upon spoilers if you’re asking, it was very obvious from the moment I started the book.

What I liked from this book:

  • Spencer. The made the most sense from the cast of characters. Yeah, there were moments where he was a jerk, but he was being honest.
  • Supportive friends: It took Beatrice a while to understand she was hurting everyone, but her friends still loved her despite everything.
  • The romance: I admit that it’s not so great, but Beatrice realizes who she loves and she doesn’t get with him till the very end.
  • The comedy: This book reminded of Mean Girls. Ha ha. There were some moments that had me laughing. I enjoyed reading Beatrice’s pov, especially the situations she put herself into.
  • The rivalry

What I didn’t like:

  • Jesse….bye-felipe
  • The nerdy rival…I forgot his name, but he was so unnecessarily extra. Hated that he got a happy ending because he was a pie-hole.
  • How stereotypical the book was. This book is geared to a younger audience. I rolled my eyes a lot, but I enjoyed it far more than I thought I would.
  • The cover

Overall, I was mildly surprised by I’m Not Your Manic Pixie Dream Girl.

Final rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️ (3.5)



That’s What He Said Thursday | Spencer


That’s What He Said Thursday is a bookish meme hosted by Chapter Break. For more info on what this meme is all about click here.

This is my first That’s What He Said Thursday post. I will be posting one quote each Thursday. I know the hosts are doing it monthly. Anyways, my version of this book meme will be a quote from the book or books that I am currently reading. Let’s hope I can keep this up since it is a quote!

i'm not your manic pixie dream girlThis week’s pick is from I’m Not Your Manic Pixie Dream Girl by Gretchen McNeil. Here’s my quote:

You ran into Jesse and after one look at you he expressed his undying love?

I’m not a huge fan of Beatrice/Trixie from INYMPDG, but Spencer is the best character. Anyways, finished the book because I couldn’t go to sleep and this was the best line he had. This is not a spoiler. Beatrice transforms herself into Trixie, the typical manic pixie dream girl in order to win her boyfriend Jesse back. Spencer says this to Beatrice when she tells him that she encountered Jesse in her new makeover.  He’s sarcastic and he’s very snarky! He’s the moody artist with the sensitive heart. ❤


WWW Wednesday Sept 28 2016

WWW Wednesday is a weekly meme hosted by Sam @ Taking on a World of Words. I’m out of my book slump and I’m back. Ha ha. Summer makes me lazy and it’s when I read the least amount of books. Now that I’m taking a couple classes, I’m feeling more productive. I’m taking my sweet time when it comes to reading. I’m doing good with my Goodreads book challenge.

The Three Ws are:

What are you currently reading?
What did you recently finish reading?
What do you think you’ll read next?

What are you currently reading?

I’m Not Your Manic Pixie Dream Girl: I already know how it will end. Haven’t read any spoilers for it and I’m halfway done with the book. It’s so stereotypical!! It’s so cheesy, but it’s a guilty pleasure. Aha. Review will be posted either Friday or Saturday if I finish my research paper. Ha.

Falling Kingdoms: It takes me a while to read Fantasy. I really like Magnus, but not sure how I feel about it yet.

What did you recently finish reading?

Maybe Someday: Started off great…and I didn’t love it. Problematic characters, but interesting story. Hopefully the next CoHo book I pick up is better than this one.

Labyrinth Lost: Overall fun and loved the diverse cast of characters!! Loved it, and looking forward to the other books in the series.

What do you think you’ll read next?


Yasssssssssss!! I have my copy of Crooked Kingdom on my shelf and it’s begging me to read it!!! I got the target edition of the book and it comes with a poster! Avoid tumblr like the plague.


T5W: Gateway Books For Historical Fiction

Top 5 Wednesday was created by GingerReadsLainey and has passed down the torch to Sam from Thought On Tomes, our current host for T5W.  Go join the group on Goodreads. °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°


This week’s topic is Gateway Books. I mostly review Young Adult on my blog, but one of my favorite book genres is historical fiction. I’m a history major, and I’m a sucker for historical fiction. Trust me. When someone asks for a book recommendation, I will recommend these five books. You’ll need tissues for all these books. Here are my picks:

  1. Snow Flower and The Secret Fan by Lisa See –  This book has a special place in my heart since it was the first book I’ve purchased from Barnes and Noble when it came out. I read it in one sitting. I cried. The friendship is strong in this book.
  2. Honolulu by Alan Brennert- Honolulu was such a such a lovely read. The main character was strong and she endured so much! It has a happy ending, but I did shed a couple  of tears when I read it.
  3. A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini  My english teacher from high school let me borrow her copy of A Thousand Splendid Sun. This is the book that destroyed me. I read it in a day and I was bawling my eyes out. Just thinking about it, makes me feel a bit sad.
  4. In The Time Of The Butterflies by Julia Alvarez -This is a powerful tale about sisters who rebelled against the Trujillo dictatorship. I loved reading each pov and it was beautifully written.
  5. Atonement by Ian Mcewan – The movie and the book had me crying. It takes place in one of my favorite eras which is during WWII. I kept picturing the cast of the movie when I read the book.

Top Ten Tuesday: Books On My Fall TBR

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Hello, and good morning! It’s been such a long time since I last did a Top Ten Tuesday. Ha ha. Anyways, this week’s topic is Books On My Fall TBR! I have many books that I want to read and hopefully, if I don’t procrastinate, will try to read these books on my list.

  1. Crooked Kingdom.jpgGoodreads Synopsis: Kaz Brekker and his crew have just pulled off a heist so daring even they didn’t think they’d survive. But instead of divvying up a fat reward, they’re right back to fighting for their lives. Double-crossed and left crippled by the kidnapping of a valuable team member, the crew is low on resources, allies, and hope. As powerful forces from around the world descend on Ketterdam to root out the secrets of the dangerous drug known as jurda parem, old rivals and new enemies emerge to challenge Kaz’s cunning and test the team’s fragile loyalties. A war will be waged on the city’s dark and twisting streets―a battle for revenge and redemption that will decide the fate of magic in the Grisha world.
  2. Vassa In The NIghtGoodreads SynopsisIn the enchanted kingdom of Brooklyn, the fashionable people put on cute shoes, go to parties in warehouses, drink on rooftops at sunset, and tell themselves they’ve arrived. A whole lot of Brooklyn is like that now—but not Vassa’s working-class neighborhood.

    In Vassa’s neighborhood, where she lives with her stepmother and bickering stepsisters, one might stumble onto magic, but stumbling out again could become an issue. Babs Yagg, the owner of the local convenience store, has a policy of beheading shoplifters—and sometimes innocent shoppers as well. So when Vassa’s stepsister sends her out for light bulbs in the middle of night, she knows it could easily become a suicide mission.

    But Vassa has a bit of luck hidden in her pocket, a gift from her dead mother. Erg is a tough-talking wooden doll with sticky fingers, a bottomless stomach, and a ferocious cunning. With Erg’s help, Vassa just might be able to break the witch’s curse and free her Brooklyn neighborhood. But Babs won’t be playing fair. . . .

    Inspired by the Russian folktale Vassilissa the Beautiful and Sarah Porter’s years of experience teaching creative writing to New York City students.

  3. i'm not your manic pixie dream girlGoodreads Synopsis: Beatrice Maria Estrella Giovannini has life all figured out. She’s starting senior year at the top of her class, she’s a shoo-in for a scholarship to M.I.T., and she’s got a new boyfriend she’s crazy about. The only problem: All through high school Bea and her best friends Spencer and Gabe have been the targets of horrific bullying.

    So Bea uses her math skills to come up with The Formula, a 100% mathematically-guaranteed path to social happiness in high school. Now Gabe is on his way to becoming Student Body President, and Spencer is finally getting his art noticed. But when her boyfriend dumps her for Toile, the quirky new girl at school, Bea realizes it’s time to use The Formula for herself. She’ll be reinvented as the eccentric and lovable Trixie—a quintessential manic pixie dream girl—in order to win her boyfriend back and beat new-girl Toile at her own game.

    Unfortunately, being a manic pixie dream girl isn’t all it’s cracked up to be, and “Trixie” is causing unexpected consequences for her friends. As The Formula begins to break down, can Bea find a way to reclaim her true identity, and fix everything she’s messed up? Or will the casualties of her manic pixie experiment go far deeper than she could possibly imagine?

  4. The Night Itself.jpgGoodreads Synopsis: A breathtaking new urban fantasy trilogy from the critically acclaimed, award winning author of The Swan Kingdom and Shadows on the Moon.

    When fifteen year old Mio Yamato furtively sneaks the katana – an ancestral Japanese sword – out of its hiding place in her parent’s attic to help liven up her Christmas party costume, she has no idea of the darkness she is about to unleash on modern day London, or the family secrets that she is going to uncover.

    The paralysing paranoia that descends on her before she gets to her friend’s party is her first clue. The vivid and terrifying visions that nearly get her killed are a pretty good warning too.

    The giant nine-tailed cat demon that comes after the sword and tries to rip her throat out? Overkill.

    Seconds away from becoming kitty-food, Mio is saved by Shinobu, a mysterious warrior boy. But it’s already too late. Mio has ruptured the veil between the mortal realm and the Underworld, and now the gods and monsters of ancient Japan stalk the streets of London, searching for her and the sword.

    With the help of her best friend Jack, a fox spirit named Hikaru – and the devoted protection of the betwitchingly familiar Shinobu – Mio attempts to discover the true nature of the sword and its connection to the Yamato family. Because if she doesn’t learn how to control the katana’s incredible powers, she’s in danger of being overwhelmed by them. And if she can’t keep the sword safe from the terrible creatures who want it for their own, she’ll lose not only her own life… but the love of a lifetime.

  5. The GracesGoodreads Synopsis: Everyone said the Graces were witches.

    They moved through the corridors like sleek fish, ripples in their wake. Stares followed their backs and their hair.

    They had friends, but they were just distractions. They were waiting for someone different.

    All I had to do was show them that person was me.

    Like everyone else in her town, River is obsessed with the Graces, attracted by their glamour and apparent ability to weave magic. But are they really what they seem? And are they more dangerous than they let on?

    This beautifully-written thriller will grip you from its very first page.

  6. roald-dahls-book-of-ghost-storiesGoodreads Synopis:Who better to investigate the literary spirit world than that supreme connoisseur of the unexpected, Roald Dahl? Of the many permutations of the macabre, Dahl was always especially fascinated by the classic ghost story. For this superbly disquieting collection, he selected fourteen of his favorite tales by such authors as E.F. Benson, Rosemary Timperley, and Edith Wharton

    “W.S.” L.P. Hartley
    “Harry” Rosemary Timperley
    “The Corner Shop” Cynthia Asquith
    “In the Tube” E.F. Benson
    “Christmas Meeting” Rosemary Timperley
    “Elias and the Draug” Jonas Lie
    “Playmates” A.M. Burrage
    “Ringing the Changes” Robert Aickman
    “The Telephone” Mary Treadgold
    “The Ghost of a Hand” J. Sheridan Le Fanu
    “The Sweeper” A.M. Burrage
    “Afterward” Edith Wharton
    “On the Brighton Road” Richard Middleton
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  7. Goodreads Synopsis: milk and honey is a collection of poetry and prose about survival. It is about the experience of violence, abuse, love, loss, and femininity. It is split into four chapters, and each chapter serves a different purpose, deals with a different pain, heals a different heartache. milk and honey takes readers through a journey of the most bitter moments in life and finds sweetness in them because there is sweetness everywhere if you are just willing to look.
  8. The Lightning Thief.jpgGoodreads Synopsis: Percy Jackson is a good kid, but he can’t seem to focus on his schoolwork or control his temper. And lately, being away at boarding school is only getting worse—Percy could have sworn his pre-algebra teacher turned into a monster and tried to kill him. When Percy’s mom finds out, she knows it’s time that he knew the truth about where he came from, and that he go to the one place he’ll be safe. She sends Percy to Camp Half Blood, a summer camp for demigods (on Long Island), where he learns that the father he never knew is Poseidon, God of the Sea. Soon a mystery unfolds and together with his friends—one a satyr and the other the demigod daughter of Athena—Percy sets out on a quest across the United States to reach the gates of the Underworld (located in a recording studio in Hollywood) and prevent a catastrophic war between the gods.
  9. vengeance road.jpgGoodreads Synopsis: Revenge is worth its weight in gold.

    When her father is murdered for a journal revealing the location of a hidden gold mine, eighteen-year-old Kate Thompson disguises herself as a boy and takes to the gritty plains looking for answers—and justice. What she finds are untrustworthy strangers, endless dust and heat, and a surprising band of allies, among them a young Apache girl and a pair of stubborn brothers who refuse to quit riding in her shadow. But as Kate gets closer to the secrets about her family, a startling truth becomes clear: some men will stop at nothing to get their hands on gold, and Kate’s quest for revenge may prove fatal.

  10. anne-of-green-gablesGoodreads Synopsis: Everyone’s favorite redhead, the spunky Anne Shirley, begins her adventures at Green Gables, a farm outside Avonlea, Prince Edward Island. When the freckled girl realizes that the elderly Cuthberts wanted to adopt a boy instead, she begins to try to win them and, consequently, the reader, over.

Barcelona: A Love Untold (2016) | Movie Review

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Had the opportunity to watch Barcelona: A Love Untold at the theatre yesterday. I attended with my fiancé and I didn’t have many high expectations for the film. What I was expecting was a romantic comedy set in Barcelona. I had no idea what the plot was going to be about. I saw the trailer on TV. I’m trying to learn Tagalog, so I thought this would be a perfect opportunity to watch Barcelona: A Love Untold.

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Anyways, I was pleasantly surprised with what I watched. Daniel Padilla stars as Ely, an architect in Barcelona working hard on his education. From the moment, he was introduced; you could tell that he has endured a lot. I sensed that he went through something dramatic, but that’s just me.  Kathryn Bernardo plays Mia is a girl who ran away from her family in the Philippines in order to redeem herself. She’s a cry baby, and is not used to hard labor. She has a snobby feel to her, but there’s more that meets the eye when it comes to her character. Mia loves her sisters dearly, and has a troubled relationship with her father. Mia feels ashamed for her actions and does whatever it takes to better herself.

The basic plot is that Mia and Ely’s lives cross in Barcelona. Ely is immediately drawn to Mia since she reminds him of his past love, Celine. Though the physical similarity is uncanny, she is not Celine.

What I loved about the film was the cinematography. This movie felt like it had a high budget. Every scenery was beautiful. Spain’s beauty was wonderfully displayed well. Also, kudos to the actors for learning Spanish for their roles. I found myself laughing at certain points of the movie because the hilarious situations. One of my favorite moments was when Ely was covered completely in soap head to toe. I don’t really want to spoil much, but I loved the slow burn romance between Ely and Mia. Very entertaining.  What I loved was Mia’s character arc. Mia changes from the moment she is introduced to the end. She isn’t taken seriously by others around her. She turns her life around knowing that she has to change and prove that she is a hard worker. Honestly, I didn’t expect Mia to survive in Barcelona for her lack of Spanish. But she did! She’s a wiser person by the end of the movie.

Ely also goes through his own character arc. Before Mia was introduced in his life, he was very serious and had personal sadness in his life. He notices himself changing, especially when he drops his guard around Mia. Both actors had a lot of chemistry, and it felt natural the way both characters were falling for each other. The romance was a slow buildup. Ely and Mia’s relationship had several up and down bought by tragedy.

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The feels. 

Moving on to the conflicts arising from both parties, the solutions were dealt with by the end of the film. I didn’t know in what direction the film was going to end. This might be my favorite movie from the Philippines. Coincidentally my second favorite Filipino film is She’s Dating The Gangster which stars Daniel Padilla and Kathryn Bernardo. There’s hardly any moments of cheesiness when it comes to the film. A perfect blend of drama with well written characters. Lastly, this film deals with death, love, forgiveness, and change. It was such a beautiful movie that had far more drama than comedic moments. Would I watch this film again? Yes, I would. And would I recommend it? Absolutely.

Final Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️


Why I DNFed Almost Transparent Blue by Ryu Murakami

Goodreads Synopsis: Almost Transparent Blue is a brutal tale of lost youth in a Japanese port town close to an American military base. Murakami’s image-intensive narrative paints a portrait of a group of friends locked in a destructive cycle of sex, drugs and rock’n’roll. The novel is all but plotless, but the raw and often violent prose takes us on a rollercoaster ride through reality and hallucination, highs and lows, in which the characters and their experiences come vividly to life. Trapped in passivity, they gain neither passion nor pleasure from their adventures. Yet out of the alienation, boredom and underlying rage and grief emerges a strangely quiet and almost equally shocking beauty. Ryu Murakami’s first novel, Almost Transparent Blue won the coveted Akutagawa literary prize and became an instant bestseller. Representing a sharp and conscious turning away from the introspective trend of postwar Japanese literature, it polarized critics and public alike and soon attracted international attention as an alternative view of modern Japan.

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Before I DNF Almost Transparent Blue, I had high hopes for it. I’ve never read anything by Ryu Murakami. I decided to check out his works because he was recommended to me. In addition, I was curious to see how this Ryu Murakami had a similar style to Haruki Murakami.

Honestly, I tried reading it several times throughout the summer. I couldn’t. It’s 126 pages long and I had to put it down. I wasn’t a fan of the depiction of orgies and drugs. Wow, I couldn’t get over it. I was very squeamish when I was reading. I didn’t even make it half-way through.

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Honestly, I didn’t know what I was getting myself into. The synopsis should have been a warning sign, but I decided not to judge the book by the synopsis. Oh, was I wrong. For every single time I tried reading, I never made it past page 40. I couldn’t. I want to take my reading experience back. Almost Transparent Blue is the first book I DNFed this year and you know what, I’m okay with it. There are some books that you can’t mentally push yourself to read. This was the book for me folks. Moral of the story: Don’t do drugs!

This gif perfectly describes my reading experience:

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I would not recommend reading Almost Transparent Blue if you’re very sensitive to strong languages and the disgusting depictions of drugs and orgies. Will I pick up Almost Transparent Blue in the future? Give it a second chance? Absolutely not. Even if you bribed me with money, I couldn’t read this book. Never, ever, ever again.

Final Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ (Negative Five Stars)


Maybe Someday by Colleen Hoover

maybe someday.jpgAuthor: Colleen Hoover

Genre: Contemporary, New Adult, Romance

Links: Amazon | Goodreads

Goodreads Synopsis: Contains exclusive content: songs from Griffin Peterson

Sydney is living in an idyllic bubble—she’s a dedicated student with a steady job on the side. She lives with her best friend, has a great boyfriend, and the music coming from the balcony opposite hers is fast becoming the soundtrack to her life. But when Sydney finds out her boyfriend is cheating on her, the bubble bursts. The mysterious and attractive man behind the music, Ridge, gives Sydney hope that she can move on and they begin to write songs together. But moving on is harder than she expects, Sydney can only hope….

Maybe someday…

Colleen Hoover draws you in to this passionate tale of music, love and betrayal…

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I’ve never read a Colleen Hoover book until now. I’ve notice that readers have a love-hate relationship with her books. I came in with no expectations of her books. Maybe Someday is everyone’s favorite. My favorite reviewers absolutely love Maybe Someday, and I was hoping for the best when I picked this book.

Maybe Someday had an interesting concept since it dealt with cheating. Starting off, Sydney’s life is turned upside down when she discovers her boyfriend and best friend having an affair behind her back. She feels betrayed by both of them, and she was completely unaware of what was happening to her. The best that Sydney does for herself is packing her belongings since she can no longer call her apartment a home. Ridge is her neighbor that lives in the apartment complex across from her. He is the mysterious guitar player that Sydney feels a connection to. For the first couple of chapters, the book alternates between the past and present. Ridge isn’t some stranger as I had initially thought. Ridge and Sydney become friends due to their shared connection of music. He writes the music, while Sydney is the lyricist. Because of Sydney’s almost homelessness when she leaves her apartment, Ridge decides it is best for Sydney to live with him and his roommates for the time being. The chemistry between Ridge and Sydney is undeniable. Maybe Someday is a slow burn romance filled with a lot of unnecessary angst.

Maybe Someday was an interesting book, because I had a love-relationship with the story. Starting off with what I enjoyed was how likable Ridge started off in the beginning. I’ve never read a book where the male protagonist was deaf. It made the book far more interesting than I had anticipated. He was sweet and caring, and I found myself liking Ridge. Also, I enjoyed the soundtrack that accompanied the book, which was really cool. I’ve never read a book that had a companion album until this book. My favorite song off the soundtrack was I’m In Trouble. I found myself liking Maggie far more than I like Sydney. Though Maggie was a secondary character, I enjoyed her far more than the main protagonist. She was fun, mature, and overall such a nice character. It was hard to dislike her even though Sydney was the main protagonist.

I disliked Sydney a lot. She was very troublesome for me. I felt she was being unnecessarily extra. At some points of the book, I found her to be mature, but most of the time she was acting like a child. She was very angry during certain situations. She was very jealous, and the same goes for Ridge. Ridge, the guy who I found to be charming became the opposite. He was very controlling over Sydney even though he had a girlfriend. Spoiler alert: I was bothered with how he and Sydney decided to stay silent over the kiss fiasco and he never told Maggie anything. He and Maggie have been together for years, and he never decides to tell her what went on with he and Sydney. I found Ridge far more guilty of cheating that Sydney.

One of my biggest issues was how SYDNEY WHO RECENTLY BROKE UP WITH HER BOYFRIEND FALLS IN LOVE WITH A TAKEN MAN. SYDNEY DOESN’T EVEN HAVE A CHANCE TO PROPERLY HEAL AND SHE FALLS IN LOVE WITH RIDGE. (I’ve never used caps lock for any review until this book.) I sympathized a lot with Warren when it came with the Sydney situation.

I did not like the way Colleen Hoover described certain female characters. For example, Tori was described as a bimbo Barbie and most of the time Bridgette was labeled a bitch. I felt uncomfortable with those characters descriptions. It felt as if Colleen was trying to make Sydney seem far more likable, which was the complete opposite for me. As for the ending of the book, I felt it could have ended in a nicely, wrapped package but did it really have to end with the characters having sex??? The chapters before the sex scene could have ended the book on a far happier note. I would have given it a higher rating, but then they had to had sex for the final chapter. I have no issues with sex in books, but after all of what both characters went through, it made the book weaker for me. Maybe Someday more like Maybe Not. Lastly, Maggie rocks.

Final Rating: ⭐️⭐️